3000 miles apart

 My dearest,

So long since the last time we spoke... and this is me.. my life has become two points, and none of them involves you. 

I do miss you... your smile in the mornings, your gaze at night... your comments during the day... the long discussions on philosophy... long discussions on the future of Chemistry... and especially, the long discussions about love. 

I must say, I love you... I still do! 

I know that it sounds incredible, especially since I do not call, I do not reach you, I stay busy with other things, many other things, and you are out of the picture... But that is only the external picture; you are always present in my mind! 

And the love that I have for you has evolved. I love our friendship above all... I love your mind... I might find you irritable nowadays; nevertheless, I love all your quirks!

All that said, after so long living by ourselves, I suspect that we wouldn't share a space again... I love you... and we are better as we are, over 3000 miles apart.

I hope that you can understand that my love for you will always be, with us over 3000 miles apart.

Yours!

Back from Moscow

Dear King A,

I am glad to let you know that I am travelling back from Moscow to my beloved country, Canada.

As you know, I came to Moscow to visit you, for you, to be with you… Unfortunately, our desires are different and, my bad, I just realized after arriving here.  

After so many weeks over this land, we haven’t met. It is just a pity to arrive at the other side of the world for a person and then that person does not have time for me. And yes! I came for you… I made changes on my life for you and I took decisions based on “our life together”.

In any case, decisions took, it is done; new decisions can be always taken and now I am deciding to come back to my precious land, where the people are friendlier and less violent.

Now it is your call, your time to flight around the world for me, and I am happy to know/understand that you will not do it.

Thanks for what you taught me, thanks for being honest with me –even if it was in the last minute. Thanks for being my king during a while and letting me be free for doing my life.

Regards,

RR

 

Amor a distancia...

Amado mio,

Y así termina nuestra historia de amor a distancia... Como mas podría terminar sino con una fuerte despedida y otro viaje que nos aleja aun mas...

Despedida fuerte que oprime el pecho evitando que las lagrimas salgan frente a ti mas rodando por mi rostro en el momento en que ya no me observar.

Viaje largo de varios días cruzando el mar para llegar a una nueva tierra, un nuevo destino, nuevas amistades y retos...

Viaje que da el impulso de desear mucho mas...

Ese deseo de regresar a tu lado para no separarnos nunca mas... Ese deseo de observar tu trabajo cada día, observando la belleza que reflejas en todo momento.

Mas bueno, este desenlace era predecible, al fin y al cabo, así es el amor a distancia y por algo es que decidimos no amarnos mas.

Seremos amigos, una vez mas...

A mi amigo del alma,

R