Waking up

My dearest one,

Waking up this morning... only one thought in my mind... YOU!

I spent all night dreaming about you, about being together, trying to stay apart, but yearning to join our hearts, join our lives!

It has not been that long since I said that I would never visit you again, that I would never make the trip to be with you. That if you want, you can come, you can visit, you can have me. And a few weeks ago, I dreamt of you seeking me, something that perhaps will never happen!

Waking up on my empty bed, I desire to wake up next to you.

Desire... desire... perhaps it is only that... the desire to be one! 

We both know that our definitions of love, especially romantic love, diverge! According to my definitions, romantic love is a waste of time, and love, real love, is unconditional... just like expressed by Hafiz's poem "The Sun Never Says", and arranged for choir by Daniel Ladinsky

Even

After

All this time

The sun never says to the earth,

“You owe

Me.”

Look

What happens

With a love like that,

It lights the

Whole

Sky.

This is my love for you... Unconditional! 

It looks like the time will pass, apart from each other, and my love will continue the same... I love you!

3000 miles apart

 My dearest,

So long since the last time we spoke... and this is me.. my life has become two points, and none of them involves you. 

I do miss you... your smile in the mornings, your gaze at night... your comments during the day... the long discussions on philosophy... long discussions on the future of Chemistry... and especially, the long discussions about love. 

I must say, I love you... I still do! 

I know that it sounds incredible, especially since I do not call, I do not reach you, I stay busy with other things, many other things, and you are out of the picture... But that is only the external picture; you are always present in my mind! 

And the love that I have for you has evolved. I love our friendship above all... I love your mind... I might find you irritable nowadays; nevertheless, I love all your quirks!

All that said, after so long living by ourselves, I suspect that we wouldn't share a space again... I love you... and we are better as we are, over 3000 miles apart.

I hope that you can understand that my love for you will always be, with us over 3000 miles apart.

Yours!