Hall,

My dearest R,

I have seen you from the other side of the hall since you arrived over here. The distance that separated us is really small comparing with the feeling that we have.

I know that you love me, is really obvious on the way that you look at me every morning that we spent together. I also love you, I am complete impress of your words and thoughts, the way you move over this world and every part that I had discover in you. I general, I really can say that I love the way you are!

You always talk about the distance that separated us, which with all the travels avoiding wonderful kisses every morning and also talk about our big connection over the distance. It is all part of you, partially true and partially false; at the end I can feel your warn body next to me every morning, no matter where you are.

I also feel you good night kiss and I talk to you by phone feeling that we are together, in the same room.

We have a very strong connection that minimizes the distance to let us being together in this big world, where the desire of a long life together support any difficult moment that we can have right now.

I am sorry for staying at the other part of the hall so much time before be brave and talk to you. Yes, I needed to be brave for talking to you… You always look so confidence and put every one away of you. Being so close inside, I know that for you it is difficult to let someone love you, and even that, here I am, loving you while you finally let yourself to beloved.

It is so interesting to see that you are able to love every one, and at the same time it is so difficult for you to let yourself beloved… It is really interesting because you are so easy to love, such a wonderful woman.

So, my beloved R, I will continue at the other side of the hall, waiting for your return to be together when the true is that we never were apart. I am deeply in your heart and you are in mine.

Love you,

Distancia...

Amado mío,

Es increíble lo que hace la distancia. Nos abre los ojos, nos cierra la mente, nos despeja los pensamientos y nos llena de alegría al mismo tiempo de la soledad se acerca y aleja.

La distancia entre los cuerpos puede llegar a un equilibrio perfecto, donde todas las fuerzas se encuentran en armonía perfecta para la integración de las almas en cada paso y movimiento de la danza de la vida.

Esta danza universal que todos los cuerpos bailamos, uniéndonos y separándonos en una distancia perfecta y armoniosa que nos permite crecer cada día más, aprender y coordinar cada una de las acciones que nos enseñan los pasos que debemos aprender y practicar.

Distancia maravillosa y gloriosa que nos une y nos separa, que nos deja cerca en cada uno de los viajes y nos aleja al mismo tiempo. Que nos une de forma electrónica y no se separa de forma física; distancia que nos ayuda a vislumbrar cada momento de la vida con nuevas perspectivas y nuevos pensamientos, diversos puntos de vista para obtener una realidad más completa.

Distancia de los dos cuerpos integrados en la vida, que necesitan unirse para formar ese cuerpo adicional, ese ser que nace de dos, y que solo puede ser formado en el momento de unión.

Y mientras tanto, te amo!

Desde lejos,

Tuya,

RR

Se nada der certo,

Se nada der certo,

Meu amor,

No último voo, conheci uma moça com sua filha. A filha tem a síndrome de Down, mas domina a sua mãe completamente. Eu fiquei surpresa pela situação, a menina dominando sua mãe e a mãe esgotada pela situação e insatisfeita com a vida.

Olhar isso causou uma grande reflexão em mim. Porque tantas pessoas vivem a vida insatisfeitas com o presente?

O presente é como seu nome diz, o presente da vida pra nos ensinar as lições que precisamos.

O presente tem muita coisa boa pra aproveitarmos, Tem muita coisa ruim, sim, mas é parte das lições que precisamos aprender. Eu posso aprender e lembrar que devemos ser gratos à vida e às circunstâncias, só de olhar para a mulher e sua filha.

A gente tem a possibilidade de construir uma boa vida, independentemente das circunstâncias que nos cercam. Preencher a vida de alegria independentemente das circunstâncias é uma qualidade dos fortes de coração, e das pessoas que tem o equilíbrio necessário pra compreender que tudo é amor, até os atos chatos da vida.

Me amore, ao final, se nada der certe entre nós, a verdade é que a gente já está preenchida de alegria só por nos conhecer.

A gente abarrotou um ao outro com amor e isso não vai mudar com o tempo; porque o amor só pode crescer mais agora que esta dentro de nós.

Eu amo você, e você vai ficar sempre no meu coração!

Sua,

RR

Alegría...

Amado mío,

Las vueltas de la vida nos ha llevado a separarnos una vez más, sin embargo, que alegría haberte conocido, que alegría el tiempo compartido, que alegría cada momento a tu lado y cada historia que hemos contado.

Nuestros viajes y aventuras son inolvidables. Viajes por las Américas y el Caribe, por Europa y Asia, viajes por el mundo entero donde cada rincón nos deja más recuerdo.

Recuerdos de gran alegría por el tiempo compartido, por cada historia, por cada momento en los que pudimos estar juntos en medio de tanta belleza natural.

Cada caminata que tuvimos nos trajo momentos en los que pudimos conocernos un poco más. Cada noche juntos nos permitió compenetrarnos hasta ser uno solo en el camino de alta mar.

Cada conversación y comentario nos abrió a la mente del otro, conociéndonos siempre un poco más, conociendo nuestros sueños, triunfos y derrotas; conociendo el alma reflejada en los ojos del otro. El reflejo del amor incondicional que siempre se ha mostrado con el respiro de nuestros pulmones.

Alegría saber que en algún momento volveré a verte, y más alegría el saber que estas en mi vida aunque sea como un maravilloso recuerdo de todo lo que pasó.

Alegría por conocer personas tan hermosas como tú, que iluminan el mundo de todos a su alrededor.

Alegría siento con tu corazón cerca del mío, en cada momento, en cada respiro.

Alegría de saber que podemos ser dos personas unidas de corazón, aunque las circunstancias nos separen una vez más.

Siempre tuya,

Perfect Timing...

Dear mom,

Between all the travels I just come back from a trip to a Monastery in Japan. Over there I went to meet my sister’s religious master and for luck or causality the same that I arrived a man from Austria arrived too.

I worked close to him all the days at the monastery for the translation because I was the only one speaking both languages. Working every day all day next to him I was able to meet him better, to know his pure soul chinning trough his eyes.

It was the first time I meet someone with such a pure soul. You know me very well, after all the issues in my life, I was able to polish my soul with a lot of work, like the man that gets a diamond from the gross rock. But he is like the person who was always pure, that continue working on his body and soul but he has been always pure.

I get loss into his eyes and red hair; that wonderful eyes that says everything just looking and make you love it without measure and those red hair that I just wanted to feel close to me.

Some people says that “the time of God is perfect” I just now that it was a perfect timing for us arriving to the monastery at the same time. I was a wonderful experience to meet a pure soul in a man –and not just women as I knew before.

I am incredibly grateful for meet him and work next to him during those days, now I am back into NZ and maybe I will find a pure soul in a man here… Maybe I will left the monastery for making a family and have children; maybe you will see grandchildren from this side.

A lot of maybes that I can’t define right now while I continue in the monastery purifying my soul.

Hope to see you again, soon.

Love you,

RR